I am now 16 year and 1 month old . We better have our own ambition , or our own path to walk on. It seems that doing nothing just make life miserable. I wanna find my road , but i havnt get it yet. I just know the word fun, how to write it? f.u.n. and this is the word i that made me to lose my way. It is like a free candy store at the road side, as u walk by u stop there to eat the unfinishable candy, and forgot the way u are going. It is the same with 'fun' dnt get addicted to it. I saw people change when they have got there own aim, i saw people collapse because they seek for 'fun' I wrote this to tell whomever read this blog.

And i must say before this, i wrote some geli things, yup. My 'look for something u love' instinct just pop out. Haiz, What to do, when u have this feelings..... Never put it aside , good luck. Haha
I always ask myself, why do others got them easily and earlier then me? It is not my decision, God do the decision. It is not the right time and place nor the right person. This could be right....
Study hard , this is one way to get respected my others. If you wanna change ur job by the time u are out of U, there is not much difficulties compare to those who did not put effort on studies.

I keep on an wei myself , calm down and wait..... wait...... wait......


wait... we cannot wait the whole time....

just wait... for God to give you the word you need.
He will lead us to bright light, he nvr lead us to darkness.
We nvr truely see God, we blame when we are in torture, we curse when we are angry
but God help us everytime we are in trouble because he love us all, he nvr left out 1 of us. He help us quietly that we nvr understand nor see.
Pray to Him

Talk to Him
Praist Him

Because he loves us and he is our Father

He listen to us mourning
He listen to us calling for help
He take action when the timing is right
WE have to wait.... for the right timing for our prayer to be reach and reflected.
Effort is only 30 percent, prayer is 70 percent to all success
We wont get anything without the hands of God.