Earth, the only known 'green' planet in the solar system. From geographical point of view, it is made up of great mass of earth and minerals and all sorts of elements with a hot red core as the center. On top of this mass of earth are living creatures, walking, crawling , flying and stood still striving to survive. Nowadays, over half of the populations are human, walking on a busy street, eating in a cafeteria , having fun with see-saws , driving ships around the globe and all sorts of activities carried out. However, where are all the flying birds? Where are the tigers? Where are the bears? Survival for the fittest. This was the only possible answer to all the questions. We have surpassed their intelligence . We cut down trees for papers, construction , charcoal and furnitures; we clear jungles for housing estate , bungalow, skyscrapers , hypermarket and schools. We survived because we have all the efficient needs. What about the living things beside human? Have we not thought of them ? What have we done to the ecosystem? Did we destroyed the balance? All sorts of questions are bombarded . Now the question is, how should we commit ourselves to the environment?
22nd April 1970 , more than twenty million Americans were not pleased with the polluted environment . demonstrations were held in America with over twenty million citizens protesting . The day had become the sign of human fighting for the earth's long lost right . So on the 22nd of April since 1970, it has been declared Earth Day. This essential moment was not concerned by many until the 1990's , Earth Day was known internationally. Time passes , it is now the 40th anniversary of Earth Day . Compared to all the countries, our country is still adolescent . Our environmental activities are far below the expectation of many countries. There are various reasons , the citizens dared to scowled at the polluted environment but don't have the gut to present there anger. I would be asked , "Are you not one of them?" Yes, I am. Demonstration may be a way to emphasize the government on our concern about the earth's right, but it won't be long term for demonstration are not held every day in our life. What we should be doing is to show our concern by action.
Take fashion for example, every season or decades, human donned on different clothing. Isn't this obvious humans are easily influenced? Why not take this opportunity to influenced others by committing ourself to the environment? We can start of our journey by doing recycle. Newspaper recycled into another paper; aluminium cans , glasses can be reused . All unnecessary junks can be reduced by recycling. We can first instill this habit to our family , then the process will go on as our family begins to influenced there friends, and their friends influenced their friends and family. This habit will go on and on . This may take some time but it eventually instill everyone with the habit of recycle and conserve the environment. Why not be the hero of the environment by indulged in the activity of recycle? We may not be the president of America whose job is to influence others by strong words, but we are spreading the message of conserving the environment. We are doing his job !
This may sound not as convinced, but this is a great deal to help the environment. We do not need to shoot down those who polluted the environment or demonstrate under hot sizzling sun, all we have to do is to do what we are suppose to so, take care of the environment. Everyone who is standing will know the severe damage we have done to our mother nature, everyone is worried about the future, everyone is looking forward for a solution to the problem, but the answer is simple. All we need to do is to spread the passion for the environment and conserve the environment starting with yourself , eventually, everyone will follow.

The year of tiger is here. I cannot deny that I am older today. Time never wait for anyone. I am extremely excited with all the coming plans because this coming new year is different from the previous ones, because valentine's day fall on the same day as Chinese New Year

It has been long since we have gone to the computer lab. The yearn for it was never died out. Finally we have the chance to go there. Further more, the computers were 'updated' from what it was suppose to mean. However, no further improvement were seen in those computers.

The rules are, four eyes to one computer. The computers are just the right number for the whole class, divided by two of course. We came to do what was told to do, create a blog. Never have i seen any teacher instruct us to create our own personal blog. This is something our english teacher would do, a different method of teaching , that is.

As I said, the computers are not really in good shape. My older computer is faster than the new ones. What is wrong with these fellows. We struggled because the whole of us have no virtue of patient . I helped some of my friends to create a blog. It was fun and interesting . Despite that the difficulties in accessing internet, i was having fun finding out my friends having there own 'classified' blog.

Blogging has given me the chance to unveil my personal stress and feeling, before this was forced to be viewed public..... I have shared my sorrow and sadness with him, my virtual world . Expressing out the feelings of getting hurt, my sin and all my regrets made me think further into what i have done. Never have i express my sorrow to anyone but myself.

As Simon had said, blogging have let me opened up my bottle to let in fresh air. Blogging have given me the chance to practice my language. Language is important, we communicate with them, we express with them and so forth. Appreciate the opportunity we have had and use them to the fullest or else you will have to write a post on how you regret your unwillingness in trying new things.

Truth speaking, blogging is quite interesting and useful. Today! I need not create an account in school since i have 1 since.. 2008! I dug out my account a few days ago. I have not been updating my blog for a long time. It's fun to re-blog my blog. Appreciate it. I was lucky to have an account , if not, I would have to struggle for a long time just to get an account in school. Sharing among computers have slowed down the process of accessing the internet at school. So , consider myself to be lucky to have one . I spent all my time helping others and playing~ Fun day, fund day.

Forgive me for all my rubbish english. Can't resist writing this kind of language when typing. XD

Today, 6.30 p.m. just right below a english tuition school, i saw notice posted on a cake house tuition... Written "We are NO CLASS on Monday , Tuesday and Wednesday" ... well what can i say... i am just sharing we you... Anyway, it should be we have no class on .... bla bla bla... Travelling around is a good thing since we learn from people. HAHA XD too bad i dnt have a camera to take down the notice!!!! Ah!!!

AH!!! She is damn lady! Dont you just think what i am thinking>!!?@@?!>!
Anyway...I found out the price for the camera i desired.....Its 1.4k!~!!! Insane! But negotiable ... I like this camera so much.....

I hate being sick! No big deal actually, just took the medicine and got dizzy... Cant get to school for a day. Its a good thing for me since i dnt have much rest time! FINALLY a day off...
Not that i curse myself... Haha

With camera than i can share my life with all of my friends... Haiz, how pathetic
See, this one is a nice one. Now , you might wonder am i a boy or a girl! Ask yourself... cant a boy own a cool red CAMERA!???!?!?! Red aint telling you the owner is a girl or boy , ok?
Haha

Recently, i am in love with...... A.. Song..... LOL guess what, a song i ever said it is not so nice.... Well, i was wrong. The song is with meaning. I did not make it to Kuching fair, anyway, i hope i will be able to go there with friends . Am i too pessimistic or what, i just fell like i am not able to corp with friends.... Maybe i am just too obesses with the friendship... Haha
I believe this blog is not seen by others since it has been long out-dated. Haha
My friend was in love with a girl, he finally took the courage to confess but the result is always so truth.... He failed of course... But he still believe he can make it.... I asked him to quit thinking but he just said he is in love with her... Teenagers these days ... I am not going to go for this since i wanted to try a lot of things before i tied a knot to a special one. Haha
He has been down for a long time but he did not show any sign of that , and again, but i can see his heart hurting after knowing the girl told him she will never like him.. Wow! even though i am not the guy, i can feel the pain . At least he wont get his leg deeper into the relationship, he has got to accept the truth. He will be alright if you ask, i am his best friend so i would let him has any problem.

Aiyak, forget to put photos. My blog very sien de boh~!! haha

Now where i am ma? the ngong ngong de face == lor
haiz, i wan retake!! retake!!

This is Evelyn Jong the house.
Sweet~ her family cook for us and we stayed here for quite a long time since the rain is stil pouring outside!!









Hoho~ Steambot, not very good, i prefer straight away eat! Lazy cook la , cheh!


I like this one!! Look like a one big family leh!~ Hehe Oh My gosh~! Thank God! happy yo be in the photo! Haha

I am now 16 year and 1 month old . We better have our own ambition , or our own path to walk on. It seems that doing nothing just make life miserable. I wanna find my road , but i havnt get it yet. I just know the word fun, how to write it? f.u.n. and this is the word i that made me to lose my way. It is like a free candy store at the road side, as u walk by u stop there to eat the unfinishable candy, and forgot the way u are going. It is the same with 'fun' dnt get addicted to it. I saw people change when they have got there own aim, i saw people collapse because they seek for 'fun' I wrote this to tell whomever read this blog.

And i must say before this, i wrote some geli things, yup. My 'look for something u love' instinct just pop out. Haiz, What to do, when u have this feelings..... Never put it aside , good luck. Haha
I always ask myself, why do others got them easily and earlier then me? It is not my decision, God do the decision. It is not the right time and place nor the right person. This could be right....
Study hard , this is one way to get respected my others. If you wanna change ur job by the time u are out of U, there is not much difficulties compare to those who did not put effort on studies.

I keep on an wei myself , calm down and wait..... wait...... wait......


wait... we cannot wait the whole time....

just wait... for God to give you the word you need.
He will lead us to bright light, he nvr lead us to darkness.
We nvr truely see God, we blame when we are in torture, we curse when we are angry
but God help us everytime we are in trouble because he love us all, he nvr left out 1 of us. He help us quietly that we nvr understand nor see.
Pray to Him

Talk to Him
Praist Him

Because he loves us and he is our Father

He listen to us mourning
He listen to us calling for help
He take action when the timing is right
WE have to wait.... for the right timing for our prayer to be reach and reflected.
Effort is only 30 percent, prayer is 70 percent to all success
We wont get anything without the hands of God.

Today, i somehow seems to be understanding the law of human. I found that every human has another side of their face. What to do? I felt that i am lucky cause i undergo this kind of situation. I think these are adult problems, but i am facing them now as a teenager. This is God's task for me to take care of it. He wanted me to show him, how capable i am. He wanted me to learn, he wanted me face the problem~ yea, wat can i say. I will face it, I will not collapse on my way, I will continue on walking, I will get a person i can trust on no matter what happens. This is my true aim in life, to look for a person whom i thrust to live forever with her. Aiyer~ so geli... haha , I took this into consideration too early but in BB, i actually learned a lot. I was weird why i am promoted, i did not wanted to, but actually, i wanted to thank those who believe in me, and i learned a lot although the process is in snail form. Haha I wish 4th Kch BB will move on in the speed of light, move forward and never stop even though obsticles are all around us.

I is now my new habit, to sit in front of the computer everytime i reach home... No good.
I is probably because i wanna chat with someone gua.. But it just keep on disappointing me neh. However, I am here to advise all of you to stay away from computer if posible since the longer you stay in front of the computer, the shorter your life will be. I think my life is just left more or less 60 years . So, Please stay away from the computer. Music is the best and when you exercise while listening to music, that is nice. I always do so since last week. I realise how bad it is to stare at the computer for so long. Most of the time... I talk to people through msn, and that is why i am not good at talking aside from using msn. This is a bad habit to everyone. Dnt get interested in computer games, they dnt do u good. We are sinned in God's eyes. Why are we here on earth before going to heaven? Cause God wanna punish us for not listening to him, to get knowledge of knowing good and bad. He really love us, he want us to care about the others, with the knowledge we have. Since we has got the knowledge, He trained us here on earth before we are capable of going to heaven. Doesnt that just make sense? I always thought of this things. Why am i here on earth. We are here to conquer, conquer the life God created, he want us to trained to use our knowledge in good ways. Thank you

Wakao!! I have a bad pair of eyes! I wanna stab my eyes!!! But at least i knew it now.. Hehe, You must be curious wht i have found out leh~~~ actuallly......... i.... just ... look at ..... her.... carefully.... and found that is very beautiful~!! =.= strange leh.... walao
She has a fair white skin, the face is just the type , the angel type, just like shirley's face~!!! Fat distributed nicely... When you look at a girl closely, you will find that they are just beautiful~ Haha, seems to be very hiao... no! i am just saying that i am with a beautiful lady for 3 lessons already and today i baru find out that she is this BEAUTIFUL!!! she is an angel descended from heaven...
Consider myself lucky... HOHOHo, i got her number liao.... hp number oh~ Her name is... Secrets~!! Dnt wanna tell u... make u feel very curious~ muahahhaha tian sia he chu wu fang chao, he bi dan lian yi zhihua~ i am saying, teenagers of my age should not get a girlfriend first~ since a lot of beautiful ladies out there.... At the age of 20+ , when u can earn ur money then look for 1 and be a bird with legs. As for now, just appreciate ur friend and dont think to much.....

I went there at around 6 but they told me to go by 7, coz my mum is going out at six. No choice but to go a 'little' early. As i reached there, the St John member are there already~ And the steambot starts at 7 =.= you know what? There are two different steambot shop there, when the cooking starts , i went to next door's steambot and took the things there, and of course, i didnt know they were different store. The things over there look fresher so i went there. I took a plate of fish ball, crab ball, and meat ball, i went back to the table and decided to go for another round of 'pick up'. When i reach there and choosing with my plate with me and my hands on my mouth thinking which to take, the waiter there stopped me and said that they are different store.... i look at the 'pai zhi' Gosh! They are different store.... I apologise and quickly head back ... They did nothing and said nevermind. Haha, a plate of food from other store..... The food there sucks! From the side that they are not as fresh as the store next door and no lable.... cant seems to be able to choose the right food. I was quite bored since i am the one who is cooing... and being the one who is stupid, ouch, the boiling oil pop from the steambot and hit me right to the hand, lots of time.... and 1 time, it hit my face. Can u imagine that pain!! No big deal la.. haha juz scaring the one who is reading this blog... I am not good with talking to people, more 'nei siang' as people describe this kind of people, like me. So i was quite a 'me to me' steambot. Who to blame... no talking skill.. haha. Ah ha! the greatest part of all. The lucky draw, Ah Kueh took out around 40 ang pao . Hehe of course people looking there are having 'waterfall' from the mouth. 1 by 1 goes by and I kena the lucky draw, woohoo, yah for me! I picked 1, guess what... I got a 10 cen.......
Walau A , soi qin... Never go for a lucky draw ever again, later on, parents called,'u nid to go home liao, very late, tml gt school''ok' i said... Bye guys, then i left.. quietly. I like a quiet life, since i dnt like to sosial .. What a day, spent RM19.90 for the steambot, not bad.... i wont go to steambot again... By The way, St John organised it well, Thkz for inviting me~ Hehe

Well, blog is god since u can shout out all the things u are sad of and share ur happiness too. Today i went to get my PMR result , guess what, i gt 6 As and 2 Bs. That did not satisfied my mum. I was a bit upset, my mum just keep on say say say... ask ppl hw many As , wat to do! My class is the top class, A lot of 7 and 8 Aces. 6 Aces is like shit... Parents should cheer their kids right? Is that very hard to do? If u say, not bad~ it would be different, but u juz keep on picking.. 6 As is juz 1 think for me to upset, cnt u juz say, dnt upset, cheer up? My computer was too old to support the new ram , wat to do.... juz now juz fight with my mum... Am i the one wrong? i am very confuse, i ever thought of stoping my breathing, dnt nid to worry abt anything and all the one that cares about me. Mb this is the day God gave me to train my power to restain stress. I hope and pray to God that i will be able to be patient and ignore bad things. God bless . Dnt be too worry. I wont let u step on me again! This is the 1st and the last time u step on y head. Last time! Spm is me who is offering goods!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Felt better liao. Blodspot is good

This morning i went to Spring again. Reached too early~ Today we are selling lots of local kuih and many ppl are generous to buy things there and help us. We do appretiate what all of you have done for this BreakThrough . As usual , a lot of beautiful ladies pass by the charity sell stall. I wonder, Is it there equipment make them this beautiful? Yea , pretty sure that is 1 of the way. So put 'too much' and the effect of coz turned the other way round. Until today, the second day only.... I have not met a friend yet! I thought' No way, so alone there. ' I was like standing there the whole morning until 4 and did not talk much coz i am not very 'cooked' with them. I really hope friends may pass by, somehow, to chat with me and accompany for a few minutes. That is just enough.
I read a newspaper article about a person who has no legs and arms. He is a very positive-minded hilarious guy. From there i learn something, he said he did not like himself and always ask why am i the one with no legs and hands but when he slowly get to know Christ, he turned over a new leaf, he said' If you think too much of what you have lost, you will forget what you have '
What he said make me remember something, of coz its personal. Now i am not depress already.
Thanks to him. I appreciate all the things i have now and the people i love. They are what i have now and i dnt have to think of things i lose since i don't have anything lost. ^^
Its quite a tiring day and i hope tomorrow is a better day. Friends do show up when you are in trouble, believe that and believe God do exist, that will always be true. Believe in yourselves, believe in your partners, believe in God.

I went to helped out in the Spring. It is a charity sale by Breakthrough, an organisation that wanted to help the poor to overcome there problem. Currently, i heard that they are going to raise fund to help a guy named Mr. Chai who is unemployed and married, 8 kids. He is now living in a house as big as my living room. I was so surprised when i saw the picture. We sold off a number of things today but it was not quite as we expected. We hope that whoever see this can go to the Spring in kuching and buy some food or donate some money for this fund raising. We sell cookies and kuih to raise fund. Spring is a nice place since many beautiful lady shopped there. You can see a beautiful lady every 10 seconds.>.< Haha
I am not bluffing. my stall is next to a stall that is selling rings and necklace, and there sat a beautiful girl there. I am so bad~ But she truely is beautiful. Stop that topic liao.
What to do, everytime is still the same. I have tried to change and talk to her but it is still no good~
Must work hard to think of topic but i think that is very strange that way. It should be like i can talk to her naturally and her too but it is the other way round. God bless me.
Still the same for today , am I just too bored to start with? herm... yea , i think so
I will just have to pray for God's mercy to let be more hilarious. I am so wanna talk to you normally.
Good night for now. Bye~

Today i woke up late. It is a simple day today, just that this evening my friends called me out to chat around at the park. We have fun as usual. The clouds are turning grey but we still continue on chatting . They told me about there course at the bau camp site, the BNTS orgenised by officers from Kuching's BB company. They said it was quite ok, at least they were not called up in the night.
They had a good night sleep. Suddenly rain bucket down. We ran as fast as we could to reach home. Wow, that was fun. Wanna try it some other time. Haha.
Tomorrow i am going to the Spring to help out the Break Through . It is a social work to raise some fund for the poor . I think it is very meaningful since it helps people who have got serious financial problem. Hope tomorrow will go well.