I hate being sick! No big deal actually, just took the medicine and got dizzy... Cant get to school for a day. Its a good thing for me since i dnt have much rest time! FINALLY a day off...
Not that i curse myself... Haha

With camera than i can share my life with all of my friends... Haiz, how pathetic
See, this one is a nice one. Now , you might wonder am i a boy or a girl! Ask yourself... cant a boy own a cool red CAMERA!???!?!?! Red aint telling you the owner is a girl or boy , ok?
Haha

Recently, i am in love with...... A.. Song..... LOL guess what, a song i ever said it is not so nice.... Well, i was wrong. The song is with meaning. I did not make it to Kuching fair, anyway, i hope i will be able to go there with friends . Am i too pessimistic or what, i just fell like i am not able to corp with friends.... Maybe i am just too obesses with the friendship... Haha
I believe this blog is not seen by others since it has been long out-dated. Haha
My friend was in love with a girl, he finally took the courage to confess but the result is always so truth.... He failed of course... But he still believe he can make it.... I asked him to quit thinking but he just said he is in love with her... Teenagers these days ... I am not going to go for this since i wanted to try a lot of things before i tied a knot to a special one. Haha
He has been down for a long time but he did not show any sign of that , and again, but i can see his heart hurting after knowing the girl told him she will never like him.. Wow! even though i am not the guy, i can feel the pain . At least he wont get his leg deeper into the relationship, he has got to accept the truth. He will be alright if you ask, i am his best friend so i would let him has any problem.

Aiyak, forget to put photos. My blog very sien de boh~!! haha

Now where i am ma? the ngong ngong de face == lor
haiz, i wan retake!! retake!!

This is Evelyn Jong the house.
Sweet~ her family cook for us and we stayed here for quite a long time since the rain is stil pouring outside!!









Hoho~ Steambot, not very good, i prefer straight away eat! Lazy cook la , cheh!


I like this one!! Look like a one big family leh!~ Hehe Oh My gosh~! Thank God! happy yo be in the photo! Haha

I am now 16 year and 1 month old . We better have our own ambition , or our own path to walk on. It seems that doing nothing just make life miserable. I wanna find my road , but i havnt get it yet. I just know the word fun, how to write it? f.u.n. and this is the word i that made me to lose my way. It is like a free candy store at the road side, as u walk by u stop there to eat the unfinishable candy, and forgot the way u are going. It is the same with 'fun' dnt get addicted to it. I saw people change when they have got there own aim, i saw people collapse because they seek for 'fun' I wrote this to tell whomever read this blog.

And i must say before this, i wrote some geli things, yup. My 'look for something u love' instinct just pop out. Haiz, What to do, when u have this feelings..... Never put it aside , good luck. Haha
I always ask myself, why do others got them easily and earlier then me? It is not my decision, God do the decision. It is not the right time and place nor the right person. This could be right....
Study hard , this is one way to get respected my others. If you wanna change ur job by the time u are out of U, there is not much difficulties compare to those who did not put effort on studies.

I keep on an wei myself , calm down and wait..... wait...... wait......


wait... we cannot wait the whole time....

just wait... for God to give you the word you need.
He will lead us to bright light, he nvr lead us to darkness.
We nvr truely see God, we blame when we are in torture, we curse when we are angry
but God help us everytime we are in trouble because he love us all, he nvr left out 1 of us. He help us quietly that we nvr understand nor see.
Pray to Him

Talk to Him
Praist Him

Because he loves us and he is our Father

He listen to us mourning
He listen to us calling for help
He take action when the timing is right
WE have to wait.... for the right timing for our prayer to be reach and reflected.
Effort is only 30 percent, prayer is 70 percent to all success
We wont get anything without the hands of God.

Today, i somehow seems to be understanding the law of human. I found that every human has another side of their face. What to do? I felt that i am lucky cause i undergo this kind of situation. I think these are adult problems, but i am facing them now as a teenager. This is God's task for me to take care of it. He wanted me to show him, how capable i am. He wanted me to learn, he wanted me face the problem~ yea, wat can i say. I will face it, I will not collapse on my way, I will continue on walking, I will get a person i can trust on no matter what happens. This is my true aim in life, to look for a person whom i thrust to live forever with her. Aiyer~ so geli... haha , I took this into consideration too early but in BB, i actually learned a lot. I was weird why i am promoted, i did not wanted to, but actually, i wanted to thank those who believe in me, and i learned a lot although the process is in snail form. Haha I wish 4th Kch BB will move on in the speed of light, move forward and never stop even though obsticles are all around us.

I is now my new habit, to sit in front of the computer everytime i reach home... No good.
I is probably because i wanna chat with someone gua.. But it just keep on disappointing me neh. However, I am here to advise all of you to stay away from computer if posible since the longer you stay in front of the computer, the shorter your life will be. I think my life is just left more or less 60 years . So, Please stay away from the computer. Music is the best and when you exercise while listening to music, that is nice. I always do so since last week. I realise how bad it is to stare at the computer for so long. Most of the time... I talk to people through msn, and that is why i am not good at talking aside from using msn. This is a bad habit to everyone. Dnt get interested in computer games, they dnt do u good. We are sinned in God's eyes. Why are we here on earth before going to heaven? Cause God wanna punish us for not listening to him, to get knowledge of knowing good and bad. He really love us, he want us to care about the others, with the knowledge we have. Since we has got the knowledge, He trained us here on earth before we are capable of going to heaven. Doesnt that just make sense? I always thought of this things. Why am i here on earth. We are here to conquer, conquer the life God created, he want us to trained to use our knowledge in good ways. Thank you